Difference.........

I do not believe in God

Well… at least not the anarchic one that we know

Not the capital ‘G’ of narcissism

Who damned Lucifer to hell.

But I do believe in God

Someone not judgmental for who we are

Larger force beyond infinity

The clash of Anti matter-science-theological Being (I like Dan Brown)

Is too horrible to imagine but Yes!

Something quite closer to it or far better,

With a sense, a feeling, a touch, a beauty, everything,

 Yes, I do.

I do believe in God,

Who is within you, within me

And everywhere.

He is the circle that we run around,

The Unexplained Creation.

The Son,

Father,

Mother,

Every possible and impossible thing.

Beyond the imagination of a weakling brain.

A better soul than what we human call God.

Fate!

Wriggle thee, my child

From the womb

With unconscious eyes.

Pure scent of ‘Tabula Rasa’

Fading away

In front of the wolfish eyes

Of Priests, mentors, messiahs and ideologies.

Total purity

Guillotined in the Garden of Bonsai…

Oozing the immortality

Of utter innocence.

 And throwing the left over

Into the process of Socialization:

Re-incarnating a member

That answers not for nature

But for all the mafia-institutions.

Fate !

Is yours my child !

Dare

I am what I am

True  !

People call me selfish.

May be they talk sense after all!

But I can’t help

Being what I am,

Standing for my needs, wants and selections

And for myself all together.

The Altruistic Hells burn

Inviting me to utter misery

For being disobedient,

Promising me eternal suffering

For not dumping the responsibility on Eve

(Or wasn’t it the serpent who messed everything up?)

And for not trying to crawl back

To the Garden from where my ancestors were chased out.

Despite promised damnation

I dare seek Freedom;

Not the one they promised

But the one I could trust and feel within my nature.